I was filling out a self-evaluation form that consisted of a series of adjectives listed in designated columns. One column had the adjective FUN in it.  I wanted so badly to circle the word FUN.  I once told my kids that I used to be so fun before I had them. Because of that statement, I'm sure I will be paying for their therapy appointments but it is true. Back in the day, I constantly laughed and smiled.  I honestly thought I lost my smile and I thought it was because I wasn't having any fun.